life isn’t fair

have you ever been so upset—or cried so hard—that you can’t breathe properly due to the constant gasping of breaths you try to take while hyperventilating? or so upset that you can’t think of anything else but the skull cracking headache you’re receiving? so upset, that even the thought of eating makes you vomit because of how nauseous you feel? because that’s where I am right now.

i took this in verona the morning after the arctic monkeys concert and everything was silent and still and i remember thinking that i would have given anything for the world to stay this way